Breaking the cycle

  • The Beginning and End of Beth’s Botanicals

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    In January of 2021, I started Beth’s Botanicals. I’ve always had a passion for herbal medicine and loved making my own homemade remedies for family and friends. It wasn’t until my sister said, “You should sell your products,” that the seed was planted. That little nudge turned into something much bigger. Soon after, Beth’s Botanicals

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  • My path back to wholeness: My messy healing journey

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    A Turning Point In November of 2020, I escaped to McCall, Idaho—a quaint mountain town surrounded by pine trees and silence. I had just experienced a painful breakup with my first relationship since my divorce, and the pain in my chest felt unbearable. I needed solitude. I needed answers. As I reflected on that relationship,

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  • Terror in the Trailer: A Child’s Attempt to Save Her Father

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    My grandfather noticed something was missing from the barn—his antique electric fencer. He asked if I would go down to the trailer and see if my dad had taken it. The short walk from my grandparents’ house to the trailer felt longer than it was. I dreaded every step. I never knew what kind of

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  • My Father: A Journey Through Childhood Trauma and Resilience

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    Growing up in Meridian, Idaho, during the 90s, my father was well known by the police department and is instantly recognizable by his thick, dark hair and the biggest permed mullet in town. His signature look included a full beard and a cigarette in hand. He loved laughing at his own jokes and flirted shamelessly

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  • The Mother Wound Isn’t Just About My Mother

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    After my mother left when I was 22 months old, I lived with my aunt and uncle for about a year. I don’t remember that time, but I was told I called my aunt “mom.” My aunt expressed a desire to adopt me and asked my father, who was unable to care for me at

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